Thursday, June 22, 2006

I'm sure you've all read this, but just in case

I love this poem so much that I will tuck in in here, just in case one of my loved ones hasn't seen it before.

"The Lanyard"
by Billy Collins

The other day as I was ricocheting slowly
off the pale blue walls of this room,
bouncing from typewriter to piano,
from bookshelf to an envelope lying on the floor,
I found myself in the L section of the dictionary
where my eyes fell upon the word lanyard.

No cookie nibbled by a French novelist
could send one more suddenly into the past --
a past where I sat at a workbench at a camp
by a deep Adirondack lake
learning how to braid thin plastic strips
into a lanyard, a gift for my mother.

I had never seen anyone use a lanyard
or wear one, if that’s what you did with them,
but that did not keep me from crossing
strand over strand again and again
until I had made a boxy
red and white lanyard for my mother.

She gave me life and milk from her breasts,
and I gave her a lanyard.
She nursed me in many a sickroom,
lifted teaspoons of medicine to my lips,
set cold face-cloths on my forehead,
and then led me out into the airy light

and taught me to walk and swim,
and I, in turn, presented her with a lanyard.
Here are thousands of meals, she said,
and here is clothing and a good education.
And here is your lanyard, I replied,
which I made with a little help from a counselor.

Here is a breathing body and a beating heart,
strong legs, bones and teeth,
and two clear eyes to read the world, she whispered,
and here, I said, is the lanyard I made at camp.
And here, I wish to say to her now,
is a smaller gift--not the archaic truth

that you can never repay your mother,
but the rueful admission that when she took
the two-tone lanyard from my hands,
I was as sure as a boy could be
that this useless, worthless thing I wove
out of boredom would be enough to make us even.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Great updates Caitlin!
I've always liked this poem, and Billy Collins in particular. (The chalice and the wine, or something like that, is my favorite.)

I like the new look of the blog. And Your chickens look great. And so does your new desk in your study. (Papa told me about making it.)
And I'm glad you're suing the floor people.

And I can't believe we'll be up in a week and a day.

So, when are you going to make it south to hang out with us, and walk around our land, and find the perfect spot to build a little cabin?

-k

BALTHAZAR said...

Oh! I didn't think about anyone looking at this while I was actually futzing with the theme - I hope you saw a more finished version! :)

This is a nice free template but of course once I started I needed to: figure out how to make the font bigger, change the link color, take out the advertising, put the profile back in, move my links to the top above the archives, etc etc. :)

I am totally looking forward to seeing you guys, and we will be wandering around with you lots. When are you going to come see our gardens? *kisses!* -Caitlin!

Anonymous said...

'ello!

i love chickens!

that's all i got.

alexe